Life and Time Will Always Move On....

 

No matter what happens during your life… Life still moves on. No matter what you’re going through, where you’ve been and where you’re going, Life will always move on. That’s what I keep telling myself. No matter how you feel about someone, no matter the monster(s) in your past that tries to chase you, Life moves on darling. Yes I reminisce of what happened in my past. Well, that doesn’t matter anymore because Life moves on. At sun rise, and in the day. At sun set, and in the night, time goes on. But time doesn’t know nor have any limits, life just continues to move on. I’m stuck with my stagnant feelings I’ve always had, but my life is passing by. I am still in so much pain. It’s sad, but this is true. It doesn’t matter how I feel anymore because life moves on. I’m trying my best to catch up but it’s hard and tough. I want to be ok. I want to not have thoughts about my hurt and pain. I want to move on like life is, but now something has replaced the being of where my life passed. That something is a longing. I long to be in love again. Experiencing those feelings of loving someone with all your being, feeling love through your whole body for someone, is such a wonderful feeling; it’s almost hard to put in words to describe. Unfortunately, for me, that experience is not so. And here I am still trying to catch up to time, trying to catch up to where my life has passed me by all because of my broken, shattered heart. Tears still fall while time ticks on. Heart still is in pain while life moves on. Still jealous and a bit envious while time moves on. I can’t allow myself to become frustrated because I long for love and care care. But a guy will never care to want me and just like time and life, he will continue to move on to someone else, passing me by. Of course, I would prefer to have someone, to be with someone, but that’s just the way it is. So don’t ever allow yourself to be left behind, because life and time will always pass you by.