She's a sex object, no one cares about her heart
Just there for sex, they never wanted anything else from the start
She's a sex object, no one cares what's on her mind
Just there for sex, they try to get in her from behind
She gets used and played, all they do is pretend and lie
Unfortunately for her, when she finds this out, she always cry
She gets played and used, they never want friendship
Unfortunately for her, they fooled her into believing there could be a relationship
She's sex toyed
Just to try and converse, they always get annoyed
She's a play piece
As soon as she say no to sex, their appearances begin to decrease
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I hate that I'm not worth much to them
I hate that I'm just sex to him
I hate that I'm always cast out
I hate that when I say no they reroute
I hate the fact that my heart gets played
But I should know better from the jump anyway
I hate the fact that they lie to me and pretend to be sweet
Pretending being friends knowing what they say, they won't keep
I hate the fact that this feels like my abuse all over again
I hate the way I feel when I realize all they wanted was sex, again
I hate that I'm so stupid hoping that the next one would be real
I hate that when I say no to sex, that with me, they wont even deal
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Why am I always seen as a sex object?
Is that what I project?
I've been locked down for years now but that don't phase them
He just have this craze for me to have sex with him
Why does this always happen to me?
Why can't a guy just want me, for me?
I'm tired of being dragged along with the "we will be friends"
But that's not true because when I try to talk to them its always a dead end
That's the excuse they always put out there
Pretending to be friends but inside their intentions they don't care
I'm tired of this and I just want to go back...
To the days when things we good when sex was on the storage rack
I see a guy that I like and it starts off cool
But after a while, eventually his penis begins to rule
Im just tired of being and getting hurt like this...
Having to say no to sex then I get dismissed
When will it ever stop, when will it ever end
To meet a guy, no sex, and where the friendship is genuine
Showing posts with label Sexual. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sexual. Show all posts
Monday, September 12, 2016
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
He Likes It Quite
Does he ever expect me to speak?
Sitting in silence, I'm mute, never reaching a social peak
Quite to hear a pin drop, I never say a word
How he doesn't say anything to me is so absurd
He is so good at making women feel good about how bad he treats them. He's a professional at it
He is so good at having women chase after him regardless of his hurtful ways. He's great at it
What's wrong with him?
Can his heart really be that cold?
What's wrong with him?
Is he really the disrepectingly bold?
He doesn't expect me to speak
I sit in silence like he wants it, words from my mouth he needth not to seek
Better if I stay quite, he doesn't need me to speak not one word
His distasteful lack of attention is highly absurd
He like it quite afterwards, so you women better not make a sound
Sit there in silence for him, or he's not going to keep you around
Sitting in silence, I'm mute, never reaching a social peak
Quite to hear a pin drop, I never say a word
How he doesn't say anything to me is so absurd
He is so good at making women feel good about how bad he treats them. He's a professional at it
He is so good at having women chase after him regardless of his hurtful ways. He's great at it
What's wrong with him?
Can his heart really be that cold?
What's wrong with him?
Is he really the disrepectingly bold?
He doesn't expect me to speak
I sit in silence like he wants it, words from my mouth he needth not to seek
Better if I stay quite, he doesn't need me to speak not one word
His distasteful lack of attention is highly absurd
He like it quite afterwards, so you women better not make a sound
Sit there in silence for him, or he's not going to keep you around
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Robot Sex
It felt like robot sex, just going through the motions
It felt like robot sex, just all the same routines
It felt like robot sex, the same thing over again.
He felt the same inside me. He did me the same.
I moaned the same. I clawed and grabbed him the same
It felt like robot sex; have we reached the end of our bed?
It felt like robot sex; has the fun and the intensity of our sex burn out?
It felt like robot sex; could we ever regain the desires of having sex with each other again?
I want it to be good again. I want it to be great again.
I want it to be rough again. I want it to be hard and raw again.
It was robot sex, the same pleasure
It was robot sex, a dull moment
It was robot sex, the same sexual regularity but satisfying
I want it to be new again. I want the passion back
I want it to be thrilling again. I want the freakiness back
He moaned the same. He did me the same. I said his name I like I always would do. I climaxed like he always made me do.
It was Robot Sex, it felt surreal.
It felt like Robot Sex, barely able to feel
It felt like robot sex, just all the same routines
It felt like robot sex, the same thing over again.
He felt the same inside me. He did me the same.
I moaned the same. I clawed and grabbed him the same
It felt like robot sex; have we reached the end of our bed?
It felt like robot sex; has the fun and the intensity of our sex burn out?
It felt like robot sex; could we ever regain the desires of having sex with each other again?
I want it to be good again. I want it to be great again.
I want it to be rough again. I want it to be hard and raw again.
It was robot sex, the same pleasure
It was robot sex, a dull moment
It was robot sex, the same sexual regularity but satisfying
I want it to be new again. I want the passion back
I want it to be thrilling again. I want the freakiness back
He moaned the same. He did me the same. I said his name I like I always would do. I climaxed like he always made me do.
It was Robot Sex, it felt surreal.
It felt like Robot Sex, barely able to feel
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
In His Closet
I entered through his bedroom door and he lead me over to the bed
He stood behind me as his touched all over my body
Kisses he laid upon my neck and face as I grabbed onto his legs
Slowly taking my clothes off, he watched me undress
Laying across the bed, face down, he bounded my wrists
I played the victim, I plead "no", I plead "stop"
He grabbed my hair and slapped my face and he said to me "shut-up! You like this"
Not letting him get between my legs, I tried to keep them closed
He said "oh you want to play games!?"
He grabbed my ankles and dragged me onto the floor
I had no freedom, I had no escape
Putting his hands around my throat, he choked me so hard
Barely breathing, he taunted me
Demanding me to say his name, I wouldn't
He got up from on top of me, cut the rope from my wrists, he left me on the floor
He walked to the other side of the room and told me to "come here"
As I proceeded to stand, he said "no! crawl to me like you're a dog. crawl to me on all fours"
I had to obey him, I crawled to him
When I reached his feet, he patted me on the head and said "good girl"
He told me to "get on the bed", and I knew what was about to happen
Showing no mercy, he choked me and roughed sexed me
Then he became still.
Still choking me, he told me to "open your mouth"
I did slightly, he said "wider"
I did, he then spat in my mouth and told me to "swallow it", I did
Continuing with the rough sex and choking, he demanded me to say "I love you", I did
I had no choice but to tell him "you're the best. you're the best I ever had"
He kissed me and said "I thank you. I know it"
He bound my wrists again so I wouldn't fight him for what he was about to do next
Flipping over on my stomach, I knew what was about to happen
At the first feel of it, I tried to crawl away, it just hurts so bad
He pulled me back and told me to "stop fighting me! take it"
I had to woman up, so I took it
Screaming, crying and trying to do whatever I could to get him off of me, all my attempts were unsuccessful
Once in the grove, the pain subsided just a little bit, enough to where I could take it, but I still cried out
When it all was done, he told me to "get up", I did
Then he told me to "get down on your knees", I did
He then forced me into his closet, where he shut the door and locked it
I said "let me out of here", he yelled "hell no! you're on punishment"
I tired to ask questions but he would say to me "shut the fuck up, be still, I'm not letting you out of the closet"
He fixed him something to eat, came to the closet door, opened it, and fed me like I was a dog
He kept me in his closet for two hours with me wrists still bounded behind my back
Every now and then he would open the door for sex, then leave again
Every now and then he would come in the closet and abuse me, slapping me or whipping me
Finally letting me out of his closet, it was time for round two
Round two was much like round one, but with a little more dirty talk
When that ended, he put me in his closet for the last time
Once in his closet, he did me again
In the dark,
In his closet...
In his closet
He stood behind me as his touched all over my body
Kisses he laid upon my neck and face as I grabbed onto his legs
Slowly taking my clothes off, he watched me undress
Laying across the bed, face down, he bounded my wrists
I played the victim, I plead "no", I plead "stop"
He grabbed my hair and slapped my face and he said to me "shut-up! You like this"
Not letting him get between my legs, I tried to keep them closed
He said "oh you want to play games!?"
He grabbed my ankles and dragged me onto the floor
I had no freedom, I had no escape
Putting his hands around my throat, he choked me so hard
Barely breathing, he taunted me
Demanding me to say his name, I wouldn't
He got up from on top of me, cut the rope from my wrists, he left me on the floor
He walked to the other side of the room and told me to "come here"
As I proceeded to stand, he said "no! crawl to me like you're a dog. crawl to me on all fours"
I had to obey him, I crawled to him
When I reached his feet, he patted me on the head and said "good girl"
He told me to "get on the bed", and I knew what was about to happen
Showing no mercy, he choked me and roughed sexed me
Then he became still.
Still choking me, he told me to "open your mouth"
I did slightly, he said "wider"
I did, he then spat in my mouth and told me to "swallow it", I did
Continuing with the rough sex and choking, he demanded me to say "I love you", I did
I had no choice but to tell him "you're the best. you're the best I ever had"
He kissed me and said "I thank you. I know it"
He bound my wrists again so I wouldn't fight him for what he was about to do next
Flipping over on my stomach, I knew what was about to happen
At the first feel of it, I tried to crawl away, it just hurts so bad
He pulled me back and told me to "stop fighting me! take it"
I had to woman up, so I took it
Screaming, crying and trying to do whatever I could to get him off of me, all my attempts were unsuccessful
Once in the grove, the pain subsided just a little bit, enough to where I could take it, but I still cried out
When it all was done, he told me to "get up", I did
Then he told me to "get down on your knees", I did
He then forced me into his closet, where he shut the door and locked it
I said "let me out of here", he yelled "hell no! you're on punishment"
I tired to ask questions but he would say to me "shut the fuck up, be still, I'm not letting you out of the closet"
He fixed him something to eat, came to the closet door, opened it, and fed me like I was a dog
He kept me in his closet for two hours with me wrists still bounded behind my back
Every now and then he would open the door for sex, then leave again
Every now and then he would come in the closet and abuse me, slapping me or whipping me
Finally letting me out of his closet, it was time for round two
Round two was much like round one, but with a little more dirty talk
When that ended, he put me in his closet for the last time
Once in his closet, he did me again
In the dark,
In his closet...
In his closet
Friday, November 23, 2012
Sex Slave
Abuse me. Rape me. And torture me. Don't let me stop you. Choke me and slap my face at the same time. Demand me. Tie my wrists and arms above my head. .
do something to me!
Do Something To Me!!
DO SOMETHING TO ME!!!
Put me in a cage. Lock me up. I'm on punishment and I'm your sex slave. Yes baby, I'm your sex slave
I'm in slave mentality so you can control me. You can dominate me. You can make me submit to any and all sexual dirty desires that you may have. Put a gag in my mouth; Make the sound of my screaming after you mummered. Blindfold my eyes; Make it a surprise to me what disgusting sexual act you're going to perform on me next.
I will get down on my knees, kiss your feet, and then look up to you in your eyes and say to you; "you are my king, my master, and I am your slave. Whatever you want daddy". Hurt me. Please hold my wrists so tight above my head. Grab and squeeze on my dirty pillows while sexing me hard and biting and kissing on my neck and body. Put scratches, bruises and marks all over my body. Leave my body, sore, bruised, hurting, and battered.
I am your slave so you have to punish me. I am your sex slave so you have to sexually beat me. I am your slave and you are my Master, daddy...
And this is what happens.....
Going the Distance Inbetween the Sheets
He makes that side of me come out
Him being able to satisfy me, I have no doubt
Come onto me and don't hold back
Give it your all because you have no reason to lack
Intensely rubbing, grabbing, and salivating on my breasts
All night we go, not stopping, we don't need to rest
Turn me over and perform on my back side
But when your done I'll be ready to go for a ride
I can get on my knees and give it to you like you never had it before
All day you working me until I become sore
On your knees you can do for me
I don't care what we do as long as it's nasty
We can do all these thing in whatever order, so don't be picky
I don't care just as long as its hardcore and freaky
Pound it into me, to make me scream and shout
Whatever makes me cum first wins the bout
Grab on to me and never let me go
These actions aren't soft or slow
Please give it to me hard, give it all you got
Rolling over and over in bed with **** blot
Don't be nice and don't be soft
You do to me and I'll do to get you off
I want it fast and I want it rough
Give me all the pleasure in a way that it's tough
I want to feel pain when you're inside of me
So go as far as you can go, into me deep
Bend me over and don't let me up
I love it when i receive you anal fuck
So let's go and let's make this happen; I'm ready to start
As soon as you want, and we can do it, over-&-over; as often as you want to restart
Monday, October 1, 2012
What It's Like for the First Time..Someone New
I want to taste you
I want to experience you
Allow me to explore you
Allow me to adventure you
I want you to taste me
I want you to tease me
Allowing you to play with me
Allowing you to discover my sexuality
Take your time to examine my body
Take your time to find out what pleases my body
Taking my time to caress your body
Taking my time to learn the reactions of your body
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