Frantic Scramble

Screaming at the top of my lungs but no words come out
Feeling the anger within my heart but my madness is sound
Millions of thoughts running through my head but they're in doubt
Anxiousness flowing through my body all around
Just trying to find my way out of this box I'm in
Not fighting hard enough to end this chaos again
No one understands me and no one ever tries
It's like this happens over and over, my life dies and dies
Blown to pieces
Can't see what this life is
What is this
Greatness I've truly missed
My insides are scrambled and I don't know how to feel
Free flowing and undone nothing seems alive and real
Frantically hoping and wishing for my dreams to come true
Expecting them to fall into my lap, I don't have what it takes to follow through
Unable to push myself to be and do good and great
To build my self image is a huge undertake
So what do I do now, this is a gigantic ramble
This is my life, heart, and mind, all in a frantic scramble