A Poem Letter to God

Dear God, I feel that my cries and voice goes unheard
I know you can hear me, but I feel like all my trying is being put out to the curb
Father, I don't know what else I can do to get out of this
So please make haste to help me, because your will for me I don't want to miss
Please Father God I'm so tired of being lost and confused...
God, I'm tired of the dark painful days and all of the abuse
I act out to get help and attention, but everyone over looks it
I cry out to you, but it seems though, to no benefit
So please God help me, I have nowhere else to turn
Please get me out of this, heal and save me because I don't want to burn
What do you want me to do, I'm desperate for anything
Eager to be changed, I do what you will if it's freedom and your joy it'll bring
Please don't cast me out, count me down, or be upset with me
God please, I just need your help, to save and strengthen me for victory
I'm so frustrated, I have so much to say, yet no words at all because I'm in spiritual decay
So Father God, I'm calling out to you again, please answer my cry
Help me and save my soul, free me and fill my life before I die

Crying Out to God

God, I feel like I'm trapped inside of a box with no way out I turn to the right, to the left, try to go forward and; backward, but I can never break out

I'm so stuck in my mind and ways, I need you to change my heart
I'm trapped inside of this mess and I need you to give me a brand new start

Father God, I'm so sorry that I'm failing you and that my heart is so weak
I'm sorry I'm not growing and that all of what I see for me is bleak...

I'm ashamed now of how I turned out, I never thought my life would be like this
I always thought I'd be the person you wanted, living in holy spiritual bliss

I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep at night
I just want to be happy, I just want to be alright

None of this even seems real to me, it feels so surreal
I'm out of touch with heaven's reality, I'm not even sure anymore of how I feel

I'm so numb, I don't even recognize why I hurt anymore
I'm so numb, I don't even recognize what I'm in anymore

Please God, please save me and rescue me
Please make haste to help me, so I can feel and see your glory

20 years of chaos and pain - 20 years of tears and no gain
Time is up, but before you come, please give me joy again
Time is running out, but before eternity is here, please return hope unto me again