Galore of Interjection

Shadows of dark my reflections follow me

She's the only one that knows me

Jet black two-sided glass mirror that shows my unilluminated spirit

She's the only one that beholds my being

Drowning from lungs filled with tears

Sufficating from cloudy airways through the body

Thinking about going in for the kill, its self-murder

(And there is no love but only one love, and that's her only own one love)

Hearing the sound so vividly in my ears, my heart beats slower and slower by the second, as I hear it fading away; until I hear it no more.......

But Im still alive, Im not dead, Im still breathing. Im Still Alive, Im Not Dead, Im Still Breathing. IM STILL ALIVE, IM NOT DEAD, IM STILL BREATHING.

Feeling the thumps in my ears, my heart beats faster and faster by the minute, as I hear it getting stronger; until it knocks me down.......

But I raised......

I have been activated

Sad but no longer depressed from past years of former feelings Ive supressed

There's no cover-up in clothing to hide the pain in that I am dressed

At times there's an overcoming wind in which I become distressed

Its the pain that Ive been drowning in since age 7 I think that knows me best

Eyes on fire from the burning wet rocks of tears that causemy eyesto turn red

Theres a 10+ count fall for each tear that falls onto my "place of sorrow" bed

Could you ever understand whats meant from all these words Ive ever said?

Help me! Help me! I cried out over and over, to get over and rid of it all, to HIM Ive plead

Every time I get ready to swim, the dam breaks

From heart break, to slicing, from every contribution and ill incentive, i have yet to gatherinside collectable hate

This makes me think that Im a good person, but the worst things happen to me

None of it has taken away my love and eagerness to help but good vs. evil is a constant battle that Ive been fighting repeatedly