The Inside

Dark clouds draw near again
Anguish is taking over again
Has no one told you about my sorrows?
I went in the bathroom to end it, to not to see tomorrow
Drowning in unreachable pain
Continuing falling in severe pain
Has no one shown you my disdaining attitude?
Spiraling down without a stop into a dangerous downward latitude
Into the bottomless of a black pit mournfully subduedToo many years where aberrant life ruled

No room to let the light shine in
The only thing I see is black coming in
Has no one admitted they shared the same presence?
Tears, agony, and suffering never ceased, it was always in the present
Fear of death that I wanted to do to myself, but couldn’t stand to cause self harm
I quit before those thoughts fully developed. I stopped because of my life alarm
Abandoned, always by myself being all alone
With the walls is where my spirit roamed
Being tied to a leash, at anytime ready to break
Broke loose to decide, my life and soul, he would not take.