Love Hurt the Alphabet

All I desire is to be loved and cared for
Bound by compassion and tenderness, I need for a partner
Countless attempts at love, but none turns out
Drowning in my longing for a relationship, tires my heart out
Every exceptional quality I possess is unknown to a one that should hold them
Fiercely filled with care, its intense, but no one is interested to match it
Giving all that I can offer and give is my specialty
However, its always all given to the ones whom wish not to receive it
I'm going to give up and try not to care anymore
Just because every effort goes unnoticed
Keeping what drives me to give so unconditionally, will I never let go
Leaving what hurts me, I wish I could be able to let that go
Many times do I feel heartbroken
Never ending pain continues to take the wheel
Over and over, why haven't I learned how to hold back
Probably because I know I cannot afford to
Quite complicated I am so no one really have me matter inside of their own concerns
Rest assured this emotional mayhem must come to a halt
Stop giving when nothing is wanted
Time to revamp and change what causes me to hurt
U-turn my compassion for caring into feelings for not caring
Very important I must change to heal my own heart
What's been given, I now must try to give no more
X-ray my heart and you'll find it full of love to the core, no doubt
Yet, that love must remain hidden, and the care must cease
Zealous of my concern for others now must be burned!...

For the Alphabet was hurt by love