Bitter-Sweet

I do not know where to begin with you
You kidnap everything that’s in me that possess me to feel the I do about you
I cannot find the speech to say just how much im consumed by you
You have stolen every thought and feeling I can dare to express to you
Oh how am I so lost and don’t know what to say or do

I guess “bitter sweet” would be the only way to describe it
Sweet…seeing your smile and lighting up my day
Sweet…feeling your embrace where I wanted to stay
Sweet…being with you, not wanting to ever go away
Bitter…having to leave
Bitter…cuz im a bit on unease
Bitter…cuz what I want, you don’t want to seize

To be with you is something I wish that wasnt in fantasy land
I thought I gave up those hopes and wishes
I still don’t know why my fall for you is so grand
The things of you, or it’s just me, I don’t know which is


I’m still scrambling to find the words to describe how im feeling…you struck me
You took away my building blocks…now im left here in the open, just hanging
Im at a helplessness of words…you impaired me
You hide my security blanket…now im left uncovered…just pranging


Please don’t be overwhelmed, attraction is all quite simple
But im so sorry, I continue to share my feelings with you…when you have put up the boundaries
And just to let go, needs time…its not always all that simple
My apologies again for not thinking about what I might be doing to you….i know that I must respect the boundaries