What It's Like for the First Time..Someone New

I want to taste you

I want to experience you

Allow me to explore you

Allow me to adventure you

I want you to taste me

I want you to tease me

Allowing you to play with me

Allowing you to discover my sexuality

Take your time to examine my body

Take your time to find out what pleases my body

Taking my time to caress your body

Taking my time to learn the reactions of your body

The Appreciation & Beauty of Being Natural: Fake vs Real

Her eyelashes are made of synthetic fibers

Her long weave made of artificial hair

But you would rather be with her

My eyes are breathtaking

My hair is natural

My face is beautiful all of its own
Her nails are acrylic
Her face in makeup
But you would rather be together with her
Why? What’s so real about her?
Why? What’s so genuine about her?

Can you be sure that what she gives you is truly from her heart?
Can you be sure that what she does for you is truly from good intentions?

Can you be sure that the way she makes you feel just isn’t for her own satisfaction?

You will never have to worry of me, I’m real

You will never have to be concerned for me, I’m genuine
You will never have to doubt me, I’m secure

Can you guarantee that her heart will be real?

Give yourself a second thought to why she has to dress in what’s not hers…Does she have enough confidence?....

Give & Receive

He took my heart but he never had it

He took my soul but he never held it

He took my life but he never willed it

He took my body but he never respected it

He took my presence but he never appreciated or cherished it

He took my time but he never fulfilled it

He took my mind but he never feed it

He took my word but he never believed in it

He took my generosity but he manipulated it

He took my wellbeing but he never paid it back

He took my Faith in him but he never made it manifest

He took my years of investments but he never made good on it

*Actually, it turns out that he really never took anything from me at all. I was so giving to him, I never cared how he was receiving it. He never gave me back anything in return, because he never wanted it in the first place. *Be careful of who you give your time, heart, and effort to because that person just might not give a damn!

Spiritual Release for Maturity

I’m ready and prepared to give him all of my life

I’m ready and prepared to give him all of my trust

I’m ready and prepared to give him all of who I am

I’m ready and prepared to do all that I have to do for me to be closer to him

I’m ready and prepared to do all that is necessary for me to feel him to be close to me

I’m ready and prepared to…

..Do all and whatever it takes for God to be proud of me

Letting go fears

Letting go of uncertainty

Letting go of the things that I think I need so badly

Letting go of the people who I care for but doesn’t do me any good

Letting go of sex with him because I fear I can’t fine better because he’s the best

Letting go of everything that I have held on to knowing it hasn’t propelled me forward

I have to be the person God needs me to be….

Safe Word

If it's a rope, then tie me up
If it's your hands, then choke me
If it's a belt, then whip me
Oh, how about his for an idea; wrap the belt around my throat and squeeze it ever so tightly
Bound me. Bound my feet.
Bound me. Bound my wrists.
If it's a tie, then blind fold me
If it's a ball, then gag me
If it's your mouth, then put it on me
Oh, how about this for an idea; tie my body up and down, and bite me all over
Bound me. Bound my ankles.
Bound me. Bound my hands.
Bound me. Bound my breasts....


Just don't forget that we'll need a Safe Word

Not Your Odinary 'Goldilocks'

My goodness, his hands are heaven
Such so big, strong and muscular hands he has
He could kill me with his fingers
His hands are killers
His fingers are monsters
His nails will tare and rip through your skin like diamond on glass
His arms seem average but I know the strength in them is deadly

The veins in his arms alone could apply enough pressure to my throat for me to suffocate if he was to choke me

My goodness what big hands he has
His fingers are huge
His hands are just right in size
No, he’s not using them in the kitchen, but a more appropriate setting
Lying down on the perfect sized bed, body next to body, feeling his big hands swallow up my thighs
Roll over on top; I’ll let his big fingers engross my hips and fingertips
Oh my, what big hands he has….. which are perfect enough for me

In a Dream

I had a dream I was your woman

I took your hand and stood by your side

They were ready to persecute you and I was standing there ready to go down with you

 I felt you again

 I felt myself inside of your soul and your soul inside of mine

You were there with me and you protected me

You held me close to you because you never wanted to let me go. Just like I never wanted to let you go

I stood there with you, protecting you from the angry mob; just like you stood there with me to protect me from those same persecutors.

I had a dream we were together gain, hand by hand.

You towered over me and I looked up to you

We loved each other again and I was still looking up to you

You looked down onto me, to reassure me in confidence that you will never leave my side again.

From time to time, when I am awake, I feel for that again

I don’t want to wake from your sweet dream.